It is in this life and the realization in this life which will be carried forward to the next birth as well. So that the changes in a cerebral memory happens so the DNA gets encoded with that information so that that information is carried forward to the next birth. Decoding and encoding is the most significant because something has been learned which has to be decoded in this life and that is not possible without you going through those experiences. So it’s okay that you got totally trapped into those maze and that quagmire of your own tendencies. It’s absolutely okay, but that time is over. The awakening happens now.